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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

self worth

 
May God bless you this day to know your worth!

I am of no use to anyone or anything.  Im a failure in my marriage, at my job, with my children, with making friends, in my ministry with God.

At sometime in our lives, each one of us knows the depth of feeling completely and absolutely worthless.  There are expectations we dont meet.  Goals, we dont reach.  Dreams, we dont achieve.  Life doesnt turn out the way we hoped.  Were at that age and were still struggling to make ends meet, get through the day, keep it all together, or all of the above.  And we wonder, Why doesnt God love me?

We have been called to reach out to others, care for them, and help them in their times of pain, fear and sorrow.  But two things often happen for which we are seldom prepared.  The first is when the others of our lives fail, suffer, become ill, panic, get laid off, or lose their marriages.  We share their grief and with it, a sense of worthlessness.  I remember once when some dear friends were heading straight into terrible trouble.  I warned and counseled and begged and prayed, but they hit it like a brick wall and suffered terribly.  I felt like Id been completely useless.

The second is when, after all of our efforts to love, encourage and build up those others, they turn on us.  They put us down, dont stand up for us, or treat us as though we are strangers.  Our friendship is easily exchanged for a relationship that promises more for what they can get out of it.  It may be in terms of influence, prestige, or just to keep everything flowing one way down Make ME Feel Good Street.

But the thing is, God did not tell us to reach out only to those who will return the love, or care only for those who will stay our friends, or help only those who will at least say, Thank you.  But when theres no love or friendship or even someone who will be nice, we eventually look inward to see if we were ever worthy to begin with.  And far too often, we conclude that were not.

Jesus once said,
Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows. Luke 12:6-7

Sparrows, then and now, are small birds usually found in great numbers.  They get into everything, nest everywhere, are overly assertive when it come to possession and territory, and show little regard for anything not theirs.  In many areas around the world they are regarded as nuisances and are trapped and killed in great numbers.  To be blunt, they are among the jerks of the bird world.  Yet Jesus tells us that God remembers and cares for even these jerky birds.  And whats His point?

you are worth more than many sparrows

For each child of God, each true believer in Christ, each man, woman and child who follows Jesus, regardless of failure, unmet expectations (theirs and yours), unachieved goals, and broken dreams, regardless of it all, God sees us as being important to Him and having worth in His kingdom.

Ah, but at times these can seem to be only words.  So how can we experience such worth?  Hes already told us:  Be completely humble, gentle, and patient, bearing with one another in love.  Make every effort to keep the unity of the Spirit through the bond of peace.  Show proper respect to everyone.  Pray continually and give thanks.  Stand up for truth and in that truth, take a stand for Him and those He loves.  Encourage others as long as it is called Today and urge them to live lives worthy of God. (John 13:34-35; 15:12-17; Romans 13:7; Galatians 5:22-26, Ephesians 4:2-4; Colossians 1:10-13; Hebrews 3:13; 1 Thessalonians 2:11-12; 1 Thessalonians 5:12-22; 1 Peter 2:17; 1 John 3:11; 4:7,11,21; 2 John 5)

Your worth is found not in the eyes of man, but in the heart of God.

(this is from a devotional that i subscribe to)









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